ok.
sorry ppl.
didnt blog for like a lonnnnnngggggg time.
hahaha.


on chu xi 1 2 we were all gambling luhh.
mummy's fren come our house and gamble.den for 3 days we slept at 3 am.wake up at 1pm.
LOL.
den on monday.
wen to east coast park blah place to eat.wadever reunion dinner wif my mummy's taiwan frens.

tuesday stayed at home to do homework.nth much barhh.
wednesday onli half day.damn cool ok.
but we have to stay bac to practice for the peng you thingy
after tt wen out wif my little juniorrrrrr.and his fren.
wen we at macs.
damn funny larhh.
ziyun was sitting wif nick ho.den he stretch.ziyun was drinking water.
her elbow touched nick ho de ehem.
she didnt expect nick to say.who noes he go say.
U HIT MY____ FOR WAD.VERY PAIN LEHH.I STRETCH ONLI U GO HIT.
ROFLMAO.
damn funny okay.u ther confirm laugh until bao.
wen out to taka.walk here walk ther..nick brought a soccer ball.lol.

thursday was co.
was ok barhh.teacher didnt scold anyone.we all played well.
during skl we were like making fun of ziyun larh.
me and xiao zhen keep acting the same things.LMAO.
den ziyun wu ke nai he.


friday.zhou lao shi duno wad happen.kinda in good mood.didnt scold us.blah.stayed bac for peng you thingy again.played abit piano.didnt reallie master the song well.
saturday wen bac skl for co.
damn tiring larhh.3 days co in one row.
zhou lao shi funny kay.
break tt time.i was wearing shoe.den he come up and pull my hair.
-.-
he told me be good and play my dizi well.i said okay.den wen walk walk.
after tt he coome bac.i was walking to wards him.he like.put out his hands wan hug like tt.
so i gu yi go wan hug him.
he aso dun dare one.den after tt he say.cannot arh.skali later ppl wu hui.
lol.den he started to talk to me about the taiwan politics and stuff.
he say.must guai hor.LMAO.


today wen to play piano at music skl.
i finally noe how to play the whole song.weeees!
damn nice okay.
ohohohoh



lol.nth to blog lerh.
bye world.(x

lalalalalala.
today was funnnnnn.

first thing was.blahblah.
miss tan talk about things during mrs hui de lesson.
wasted that 2 periods.
good sia.cause haven finish her spontaneous writing =x
den mr wong come in for science.
wasted like.about 15 mins setting up the com thingy.den talk talk.
10 mins we go lerh.lol.
nv even study anything luhhhh.


wen to music room.den wen to eat recess early.
practice a tiny bit.den blah blah.
going perform that time was so damn scary luhh.cause last minute they say dizi STAND.
GOSH.STAND LEHHH.
kao.damn paisehh ok.


den wen our turn tt time.
i was like.gosh gosh gosh.die liao die liao.
den the curtain open.OMGGGGGGG.
so scared ok.
den the first song.
gosh.blow until like so.....
second song worse.repeat so many times.
so nan ting after tt luhhh.


after tt.wen out wif frens.
wen bac home first.change den go out.
go bugis.den wen walk walk.took neos.
blah.
wen walk walk.
listen to bai nian the song.
gosh lah.listen until my brain wan burst liao.
yesterday i told my mum i m performing the song.den she started to sing.
today perform the same song.
den go shopping aso here tt song.


came bac at about 5 plus 6.
slept.so tired.den.blah lohh.

bye world.

again and again.
why must you do this to me?
huh.giving me those fucking excuses.
for wad.
you are deceiving yourself only.not me.
screw you.ppl like you should fuck off big time.seriously.

i finally regained my confidence towards you.
but you did the same things again.
why?
why must you do this wen i finally can trust you again?
why must you do this to me wen i m so happy.
why?
i m beginning to hate you again.):

I M SO DAMN HYPER TODAY.

and i have serious mood-swings.


wen skl.almost miss my car seh.
den ziyun nv come.sick again.still.
pe.was tiring.run here run ther.
after tt was same old things bahh.
i m like in ok mood during recess.
den go bac class.modd change liao.lol
became sadded luhh.cause of some things.

den after skl wen out wif yuhui.yichan.ade.yuqi.
i was like.so damn hyper.sudden mood change again.
i was hyper all the way until bac to skl.
we wen to buy bubbletea.den yuhui wan go mac.so we wen luhh
yichan and ade wan 2 ppl's world.lol.they sit together and share fries.
so me yuhui and yuqi sat together.den blah.
yuhui wasted her coke.didnt drink a sip at all.


on the way bac.i m like.ehhhhh.i wan go playground play.
so damn high ok.
so we wen.and play play.we childish lot of ppl.
den started to play bombing each other.but fun yeahh.
after me and chan chan and ade crossed the road first.i was saying.we shout yuhui de name over the road.den i started to do funny movements.the ppl in the food court are like.showing me funny faces.kinda paiiseh luh.


after tt in skl.we waited until 3.30 for yuhui chior start.
my mood started to change AGAIN...
became like.stoned.den the face black diaoooooo.
we were sitting in front monica's table.yuhui de senior.
den wen yuhui and yuqi wen up.monica suddenly say.
YENCHU.why u so sad.den i m like.
HOW U NOE MY NAME?!
LMAO.

i was waiting for yichan and ade for like a damn longgggg time.
den decided to go home.just den xiao zhen and mel came down.
so i wen home wif them.started to talk to mel about things..
was kinda sad about it bahh.

so yeah.its just a day of valentine.
which is horrendous for me.):
awwwwww.

i was so sad today that i cried.
i was so damn shock to see my results.
i mean.i didnt noe i would get such low marks.
i over estimated myself.
wen miss ho return bac the papers.i was so shocked tt i was like.
dumbfound for the whole period.
den wen xiao zhen asked me how much i had.
i said.i FAIL.den i burst out crying.
i couldnt believe tt luhh.
seriously.
i dun even dare to show my parents luhh.
they will like scold.hello.u are a taiwanese and all those crap will start again.
i serious HATE them wen they say those FUCKING words.


aniwae.skip forward.
end of skl.den wen for co.until like 5 plus barh.
wen home.did geog homework.so damn much.
do until will die seh.

LOL.
tomoro valentines day.
date-less seh.wooooooo.


nth lerh.bye world.

seriously some of the pics suck.i dun even noe why i post them up.
i just got tired of sitting in front of the tv.so decided to post the pics tt shud be posted like.
sooooo damn long ago...
hahaha.congrats to me.finally have the "strength" to post pics.tho its tiring.
took me about an hour to do so.goshhhh.

[:

xu zhi wei

my tieeeeee.((X

YICHAN DAHHHLING


kelvin and wee tze.

the gao gay seh.


ziyun and me.


kelvin and me.


the just turn around.they didnt kiss =x

january babies


the cake for january babiessss

my cute junior.u cant seeee his face.


toilet she aso eat.lol


GAO LES.lmao


CRAZY


again.



and again..

lala.
today was boring.
kinda.
woke up at like.12.30
too tired.
yesterday blow dizi.den slept at 1 plus.
waited for parents and sis.go airport fetch daddy.

woke lerh.eat brunch.lmao.last one wake up seh.
my sis was too happy to even sleep luhhh.
she got 8.and now she is telling me she is sad about her result.GOSH.
ITS LIKE.SHE GOT 8.AND SHE SOOOO SAD.crazy

blowed dizi.mum asked me to.gosh.tired sia.
homework.siian.
daddy told us his fren coming to our house tomoro from taiwan.
o.o
tired liao.bye world.~

the google thingy on blogspot is fucking irritating.
change wad stupid thing.waste my time.zzzz

GOSHHHH.
my ears.got prob now.siian
all bcos of the damn high notes luhh.
arghhhhh.

today wen off ok bah.
theres like a sudden wave of FLIES.small flies in the parade square.
and like everybody is fanning the top of their heads in order not to let the flies near them
gosh.den had compre test for eng.kinda diff.didnt reallie had enough time to finish,but rushed.and just nice finish on time.phewwww.
after tt was science.wen science physics lab.
was funn bahh.played wif convex and concave sides?den slack around.den recess.
we walked past fali's class.and den he pulled my hair without me knowing AGAIN.ahhhhhhhh.
after recess was lit.miss elizabeth tan damn good luhh.let us watch shes the man.
based on a story of shakespear.the twelve night i think.
she talk for like half an hour for the ORIGINAL story.den she showed us.she actually said tt she would let us watch onli until 11.15 cause nid to go class participation.go thru textbook de homework.but our class ends at 11.30.den she talk so much.cannot watch liao arh.but she good luhh.let us watch until 11.30.class participation next week den do.
den matchs.miss tan nv come today.so we sort of have free period.the MR tan came in.he told us to take our storybooks out luhh.den he say.at least pretend u r reading luhh.den he wen play chinese chess wif our classmates.so we slack slack.den release.


ate wif ziyun in the canteen.yeahhs.ziyun and yunni both come bac lerh.tho yunni is still wif fever.get well soon arh ((:
den walk walk.wen leng commented tt we walk here walk ther.walk same place soooo many times.LMAO.nth to do mah.
den wen for co.kinda boring.teacher nag and nag.den scold and scold.u can even foretell wad he is going to say luhh.or memorise wad he alwaes say.



after co.wen home.scary luh.after ziyun alight.onli me and the bus driver nia.and one old grandma.lol.
wen home.soooo tired.ate dinner.watch tv.den wen to blow my dizi.i m like.first time so hardworking blow dizi luh.first time take initiative.LOL.so blow blow blow.like 35 mins? my ears wan burst liao.so damn pain.and cant hear properly.cause blowing all those high high notes.will die arh.but DIE DIE ASO MUST PRACTISE.i m so hardworking now.ROFLMAO.


KAO.fali said tt i m a NERD.
HELLO.his socks are higher den MINE LUHH.still say me.tsk tsk.
den he said ok lah.later u see me socks low low.
he reallie go pull down arh.after skl see him socks sooo damn low.((x
i told yuhui.den she said.if you nerd.den i wad.ROFLMAO.den she added.bring me go see him luhh.show him the real NERD.



and to you.can u please stop staring? u wan stare aso dun let me noe luhh.stare until SO DAMN OBVIOUS OK.

ohhhhhh yaaaaaaaaa.
must remind myself to find fali tomor.today forgot find him
i wan ask him about why he pointed at us to his FREN.
kao.den he amm chio.like saying me and ziyun bad things like tt.

yuhui said tt fali was at macs yesterday wen she went ther.she say fali was ther.and he was asking wher is YAN ZHU.eyeballs.wa lao.like i noe him so well.call me eyeball.-.-
she say he scared of me.kao.shud be i scared of him arh.everytime pull my hair without me knowing.i go stalk him tomoro.
lalala ((;
i m sooooo tired.gosh.and i have homework not yet finisheddddd.*screams*

GOSH.i hate co luhhh.
screw it screwwwwww it.

actually it wasnt co tt suck.
is the ppl in ther.and sometimes the teachers.
gosh.

today was like ok in the morning.nth much.go in classroom den found out tt ziyun haven come.
den found out she sick.DIDNT SEE HER SMS.SHE SMSED ME.zzz.
as well as yunni.she also come.ahhh.get well soon arh.both of you.
den today onli me and yuhui and xiao zhen.kinda boring.
was extremely tired.
miss tan had a talk wif me.the____ talk wif students.seriously i dun even noe why luhh.den she ask me about my family.homework and peers thiny.
and cause my maths not good.so she suggested tt i take a extra lesson wif yuting.like.on thursday or friday luhh.before cca.den talk talk.nth much.
home econs first period mrs peters nv come.damn shiok sia.
we were all talking or revising for the upcoming test.


damn funny ok.duno how they start.den hong hui started talking.asking who is rich in class.
we all shout YUHUIIIII.den hong hui use tt kind of look at young gurl de look and stare at yuhui.damn cartoon can.den he asked yuhui.ur family rich or not.all those questions about their family rich or not luhh.den yuhui sabo me.say i richer den her.lmao.wher got.den now become hong hui ask me questions.i was like.no lahhh.my family poor until sleep un streets.u believe?((;
den duno wad happen again.xu zhi wei ducky.ask me say wad my family do de.stupid lah.he answer himself.he say.UR FAMILY IS MAKE NEW EYEBALLS FOR PPL DE.
ROFLMAO.
den i replied.HOW YOU NOW? SO SMART LEHH.my family do eyeball de.like mine loh.FRESHLY MADE DE.
den he replied me.saying.NO LAH.ONLI YOU THIS IDIOT AND STUPID PERSON WILL WEAR.kao.den i say.better den you rite.u wan a pair or not.i go home take a pair for you.

den duno wad happen again.xu zhiwei started asking kelvin wad was my nickname last time.
KAO LUHH.tt nick was made by the other china guy who is from my pri skl.we had pri 5 camp together.he caleld me BAO ZHA.cause of my hair last time luhh.den him and kelvin in pri skl tt time keep saying and saying.zzzz.
the name wasted on tt guy sia.hes called ZHANG LIANG.tts suppose to be a very good military supervisor or wadever luhh.wasted on him.

bac to class.den kelvin told zhiwei.den zhiwei was like.laugh laugh laugh.den make fun.
-.-
funny meh.so i laugh along wif them.zhiwei suggested tt they go find zhang liang after skl.LOL.just to tell him about wad happeneded today.zzzz

after tt mrs peters came bac.den we had a test.we all were seperated by mrs peters.so xu zhi wei sat like.beside me the opposite.got sewing machine block.den halfway durning the test.he was like.OI STUPID DE.wad answer.dot luh.say i stupid still wan copy mine.den i ask him how.he say LIFT THE PAPER UP LAH.LIKE U CHEKCING ANSWER LUH.STUPIDDDDD.
how smart.zzz.

den after tt he blamed me cause all my answers wrong.WHER GOT LUH.wrong den you dun copy luhh.dot.

den chinese.hong hui lend his book to yuan bo.so he ask me share wif him.he said.EYEBALL.u come share wif me.move up here.kao.i listen to him for wad.den he stare at me wen i dun move,so i moved.fine.but halfway i ran back to my seat.den he stare at me again.DEN LOOK AWAY SAYING SHA BI.-.-
today duno get scolded stupid how many times liao.I M NOT OK.maybe in maths luhh.hahaha.

recess.damn awkward.cause ziyun and yunni not here.i sort of showed face to them luhh.duno wad happened to me.sorry.didnt even like.bother to takl to them.sit on my own in class.do my own things.so guys.duno wad come over me.den maths.pc.had to learn the songs for the commitment performance.den they were practising.lalala.den eng.nth much.release.

wen out to eat wif diyu and siwei.at macs.den talk about things mainly about diyu de fren.after tt wen bac skl.walk around.den wen to the fitness corner slack.talk and sing.i mean.they were singing.i was listening and thinking about things.den after tt wen bac to music room.


wen to classroom practice.today teacher damn fierce luhh.at first ok.den after tt more and more angry sia.cause i was very very tired.so i put my head on the table to rest.den fell asleep awhile.he was teaching other ppl tt time wad.den after tt come to me tt time.he scolded me saying tt.YOU NOE HOW TO PLAY ISIT.DUNO STILL SLEEP.yea la.i tired cannot arh.kao.den blow blow blow.he say he duno how to blow at all.tt part was the most diff.got all thsoe sharp.den must open half onli.so diff ok.

den finally got break.wen to find diyu.ask her pei me.so tired ok.my lip swollen lerhhhh.
den after tt siwei came down.she said tt her teacher let her off.so good ok.half an hour earlier.
after tt wen bac.they were practising ju hua tai.lmao.they say performing on chinese new year.gosh.play play awhile den rush bac to music room.they say everybody waiting for us.
so we run bac.put our shoes outside and wen in.den they nag nag nag.finally release.den found out tt our shoes missing.cause they take away.they say they already told us not to put outside.
kao.THEY ASK US HURRY.DEN THEY CONFISCATE OUR SHOES.SCREW THEM LUHH.
after tt they finally giv us bac.wen home alone.cause ziyun nv come.awwww. );

ok.the day started nice.but it wen from good to bad.how saddening.

wow.didnt realise i typed such a long post.lmao.((x

ok.lets blog about these few days.
tho nth much happen luhh.
saturday and sunday.did homework and stuffs.

had spot check.didnt get caught.last minute pul;l up everything.
tuck in shirt pull sock high high.den hair put nice nice.lucky seh.the teachers keep hovering around my area.scary sia.
moving monday was kinda erhh.tiring bah.bored-ed.
nth much bah.everytime run.
siian luhhhh.

den in class.more bored.
was soooo damn tiring.
suppose to have science and geog.but in the end teacher say science tuesday den test.
so we had geog test.
kinda diff.some questions so diff.dun even noe wad the question mean.

had another spot check again.
miss ho is like.yen chu.ur socks too low.i already pull liao.so high.
den i pull somemore.still too low.
kao lah.
i pull to the maximum liao.den she say.I THINK YOU HAVE TO BUY A PAIR OF BEATTY SKL SOCKS.i was like..NO WAY MAN.dun wan.i not going buy.teacher i nv bring money.
LMAO.all the excuses come out.den she shake head.den i say.TEACHER.PLS LAH.I TOMORO PULL HIGH HIGH.
den she finally agreed luhh.phewwwww.scared caught sia.
after she wen off.i immediately pulled my socks low again.rofl.


den got history blah.mr yeo kinda funny.say damn lots of jokes.
after tt art.slack.headache.den.recess.blahhhh.TT FALI LUHH.keep pulling my hair.
everytime got ppl pull my hair.confirm him one.kao.so rude luh.*pull hair* den OI.blah blah blah.
-.-i got name rite.not like he duno wad.zzzzz.

den science.had test.maths.assembly.blah.got performance.kinda boring and funny at the same time.FALI keep turning bac.so i made ghost face at him.den he show me tt kind of face like.
u retard or something?lmao.den he made bac at me.zzzzz.


ok.byebye.i go slp liao.wish me luck for my chinese test.((x
love my new skin!

lets blog about yesterday.

thurday slept too late.
so woke up soooo tired in the morning.
wen to skl.den blah blah blah.
eng lessons are a bore.
lied on the table and stare into space.
thinking of why he doesnt sms me.
lmao.
wanted to slp as i m soooo tired.
but mrs hui was like talking and talking non stop.
so just lied on the table and listen.
den science lesson.
nth much barh.
talk talk talk.den finish lesson.we all kan qiong sia
haven great mr wong thank you den we all at the door wan go out.
cause friday alot ppl queuing up mah.
den run to the canteen.lmao

after lit.miss tan was talking to us about her sec 3 camp's experience.
its so funny luhhh.
welcome to the house of dead insects.LMAO.
den the room still got chameleon somemore.
lollol

after that we got maths lesson.
took bac test paper.
go through den no lesson luhh.


wen out wif zy to buy bubbletea.
on the way bac.saw nicholas and his fren FALI.kao
he pulled my hair AGAIN.
co tt time den i noe tt fali is from china.and he's 15.he dun even look like.so childish.=x lmao
den come bac skl walk walk.
den co.
so scary luh.
got one part he asked us dizi to play solo sia.ask us play the tune one by one.
den he nv say who start first.den wen leng ask me to start.roarrrrrrr.
why me?!
gosh.
so i was like blow loh.
blow liao damn scary ok.den he say blow somemore blah.
finally done.
so scary luh.
my whole body was shaking ok.
shit luh.

after tt my zhou wen off.so we slack and slack luh.
walked wif shimin and ziyun around the skl awhile.den wen bac to do voting for the new main com.
vote finish den we run off.lol.
wen home was sooooo tired.
watch tv.chat in msn den wanted to slp.but my mum force me go cycle.
den ren until 11 plus cannot ta han animore.finally sleep.lol.
den today 12 plus den wake up.just finish my brunch sia ((x

later going out wif mummy to buy things.sian.den go library.



nice nice chat wif weilin yesterday.we on same boat sia((;

why must you do this to me?
first you are like.so damn enthu.
den now u are like so damn cold.
why?
fuck luh.
why do this to me.
u dun wan sms den just say it luh.
why keep running away.
cant you be more man?

bcos of you i have been showing faces to my FRENS.
and its not their fault.i m sorry dahs.

i m so stressed out.
i have tons of homework.
i have tons of practising to do.for my piano and my flute.
i have tons of tests.
why?
i wished i had just stayed in taiwan.
why did my parents even bother to come?
gosh.


my frens are there for me.but wads the point?
i feel everything.why must you do that?
over and over again.aren't you bored of it?

i told myself tt if u dun reply me.you are gonna be history.
understand?



i just wish life's more easier.
how i wish you were ther for me.

today is like..
soso barh.
nth much.
home econ was fun.
have sewing.damn damn funfunfunfunfunnnnnnn((x
hyper sia.
its nice luh.tho we onli "played" for like..half an hour bah.
cause not enuf time.lol.

after tt was kinda boring.
was showing a little attitude to my frensssss.sorryyy
wasnt in the mood.onli zy noes why.
he suck to the apple core.but apples are nice((;

den after tt.pc was like deciding whether to sing was song and blah.
so it turns out tt me and mel have to play the piano for peng you.
lmao.i dun even noe how to play luhh.
nvm

den after tt wen for co.was ok bahhhhhh.
wen to classroom for practice.
den nicholas H was lateeeee.lol.
he cut his hair.so funny luhh.
and his tt fren hor.fali arh.kao.so guo fen luh.dun wan return me.ahhhhhhhh
nvm.i go stalk him until i get the pic.((x


go do homework lerh.buh bye living things(;